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esskay
Digital storyteller, Photographic narrator, Hogwarts alum. In real life, I write things. I speak fluent sarcasm. I'm unintentionally funny. My favorite thing is food. Guac is life. I'm a fountain of the most random information. I'm pretty, only because it's weird to call oneself beautiful. I'm weird in all the good ways. I live in the greatest city on Earth. I was Sasha before Beyonce was schizophrenic. My life is stranger than fiction. But please, don't take my word for it. My pen is mightier than my sword. Instagram
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Saturday, August 15, 2009 || 11:56 AM
this morning, i went to church, just like every other saturday morning, but something was just different about this day. i sat in my bible class and listened to everything that was said and the weirdest thing happened. i started to get butterflies in my stomach, just like when i'm falling for a guy. so i thought really hard but i couldn't put a face to the feeling and then i realized what was happening to me. i was falling for God. now, i know that sounds cliche but this really did happen. i sat there in bible class, listening to His word and i could just feel those butterflies fluttering around in there. i wanted to share the feeling with someone but i didn't know how. i still don't know how but at least i know why i can't share it and that's because love isn't something you can share with another person. you can love someone and they can love you back and you can share your love with each other, it's true. however, if i'm in love with joe, i can't go over to mary and say "here's my love for joe, now you love him". love is something you have to establish on your own, after building a relationship and learning more about each other. after talking and sharing your ideas. now i can talk to God whenever i want to just by going to Him in prayer. and even though i know He already loves me, i still talk to Him as often as i can because i love Him. the way He speaks to me is through His word, and the only way i can learn more about him is to read it. so there you have it ladies and gentlemen, God stole my heart. the best thing about this is that i know this is one person who will never hurt me and always has my best interest at heart. and i know i already have His heart because He told me He loves me. and that's all i have to say about that. =PLabels: real life amazing |