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esskay
Digital storyteller, Photographic narrator, Hogwarts alum. In real life, I write things. I speak fluent sarcasm. I'm unintentionally funny. My favorite thing is food. Guac is life. I'm a fountain of the most random information. I'm pretty, only because it's weird to call oneself beautiful. I'm weird in all the good ways. I live in the greatest city on Earth. I was Sasha before Beyonce was schizophrenic. My life is stranger than fiction. But please, don't take my word for it. My pen is mightier than my sword. Instagram
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Sunday, December 20, 2009 || 1:56 AM
Lately I've been feeling like everything I do is wrong. I'm the type of person that likes to make people happy. I try to make as many people happy as I can. However, it's impossible to make EVERYONE happy and lately, I'm finding this task more difficult than usual. I don't know what to do to make things alright again and things just feel a little crummy now. There's a reason that I say I would never get "involved" with a friend. It's true that some of the best relationships start as friendships and you do have to be friends with your significant other but at the same time, love tends to ruin things. Things that are good and don't need to be improved upon. Some things are just meant to stay the way they are in order to create a balance and when you mess with that balance, everything tends to fall apart. Wanting more is a dangerous thing and friendship can be fragile at times. There are some things you just can't take back once they're out there. Things like words, feelings and actions. And sometimes, the people involved end up getting hurt and the friendship can't survive. And something that was once so good and so perfect in its simplicity has now broken apart because someone wanted to put more pressure on it than it could handle. Those friendships are the worst to lose. It cuts you deep and damn near breaks your heart. But sometimes those involved are able to recover and start over. If not rebuild the friendship, they can build a new one. And as much of a shame it is to see something that good come to an end, everything happens for a reason. God closes one door and opens two more and maybe even a window. I guess if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. Love is a beautiful thing. But sometimes, it ruins us and what we have. I just hope that I can survive this blow. Labels: personals |