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esskay
Digital storyteller, Photographic narrator, Hogwarts alum. In real life, I write things. I speak fluent sarcasm. I'm unintentionally funny. My favorite thing is food. Guac is life. I'm a fountain of the most random information. I'm pretty, only because it's weird to call oneself beautiful. I'm weird in all the good ways. I live in the greatest city on Earth. I was Sasha before Beyonce was schizophrenic. My life is stranger than fiction. But please, don't take my word for it. My pen is mightier than my sword. Instagram
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Monday, August 10, 2009 || 11:02 PM
i'm trying to figure out if inspiration has hit me yet. we'll see where this goes and then you can decide. i'm beginning to feel like it won't go very far but we'll see. have you ever liked someone and then when you come to your senses, you ask yourself "what the hell was i thinking??"? this is something that has (unfortunately) happened to me. whats so sad is that everything that annoys me about this person now, everyone else saw these things in him long before i did. i find myself making excuses for people and giving them the benefit of the doubt, even though they clearly don't deserve it. so now, i think i'll quit. why should i make excuses for others when i make no excuses for myself?? so here it is, as blunt as i can make it, and while i'm at it, i should say, first and foremost, if the shoe fits, wear that shit, otherwise, walk the hell away.i don't like people who are self righteous. get the hell up off your high horse and stop telling people how to live their lives. you annoy everyone with your BS. also, i really hate when people pretend to do things to glorify God when really, they're just doing it to glorify themselves. if you do something with your blessing in mind the entire time, that blessing will never come. you should always put God first and if you're going to do something, do it out of the love and kindness of your heart, not because you want people to think you're such an amazing person. how much of a narcissistic bastard can you be?? if you wanna do something, do it because you want to. do it because you're passionate about it and do it for you. your blessing will eventually come to you if you're a sincere and genuine person. so now, to that person, all i really want you to know is that you should go fuck yourself, and then, go kill yourself. you are an absolute waste of life, oxygen, my time...all of the above. as i said, if the shoe fits, wear it. but if you have to ask, i doubt you'll ever know. i'm sorry that was kinda vulgar but that's just how i'm feeling right now. sue me. Labels: babble and rant, personals |