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esskay
Digital storyteller, Photographic narrator, Hogwarts alum. In real life, I write things. I speak fluent sarcasm. I'm unintentionally funny. My favorite thing is food. Guac is life. I'm a fountain of the most random information. I'm pretty, only because it's weird to call oneself beautiful. I'm weird in all the good ways. I live in the greatest city on Earth. I was Sasha before Beyonce was schizophrenic. My life is stranger than fiction. But please, don't take my word for it. My pen is mightier than my sword. Instagram
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Tuesday, August 4, 2009 || 11:24 PM
lately i've been feeling like an empty shell. i go out with friends, i laugh and i joke, but deep down, i don't really feel anything. it's like a total lack of emotion (as you can probably tell from my mediocre blogs). i need to be feeling some strong emotion to write my best stuff. sadly enough, i'm sure i'll find inspiration by the end of this week. someone (i won't point any elbows) is bound to piss me off, it's only a matter of time. i guess until then, i'll stay numb, and dream of a time when inspiration came at the drop of a hat, when it was everywhere i looked, surrounding me, invading my insides as well as everything around me. i miss those days. i'm sitting here now, listening to the whisper of the wind through the trees and i can almost feel what i felt before. i wish i could sail away through the night sky on the very same wind. my imagination is running away with me. i wish i could paint a picture as vivid as the one in my mind but i'm not as talented as others. so i'll leave it here and hope that i'll be fortunate enough to experience this feeling again.Labels: babble and rant, personals |