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esskay
Digital storyteller, Photographic narrator, Hogwarts alum. In real life, I write things. I speak fluent sarcasm. I'm unintentionally funny. My favorite thing is food. Guac is life. I'm a fountain of the most random information. I'm pretty, only because it's weird to call oneself beautiful. I'm weird in all the good ways. I live in the greatest city on Earth. I was Sasha before Beyonce was schizophrenic. My life is stranger than fiction. But please, don't take my word for it. My pen is mightier than my sword. Instagram
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Friday, September 4, 2009 || 3:55 PM
Today, my good friend Jendi told me that I have many different sides to me. Now of course, I knew that but I never thought that other people would realize it as well. So I asked him to explain the different sides of me that he's seen and this is what he came up with: 1. off days These are days when I'm in my own world and I would rather just be left alone to myself and my thoughts. 2. on days This is when I'm into what's going on around me and I include myself in the conversation and whatever is happening. 3. mixed days These are my moody days. One minute I'm off and then someone might say something to draw me into what's going on. Then again, I might be on and then somebody will say something I don't like or don't wanna hear and I'll just retreat back into my own little world because I don't wanna be bothered. 4. troublesome days These are days when I feel like bugging everyone in my "cute" way. I poke people, I tickle people, I jump on people's backs (and by "people", I mean Todd and Jendi), and when they feel like getting annoyed, they just don't have it in them because I give them one look and it melts their little hearts (not unlike the puppy dog eyes I used to give my father when I was younger). Now, for someone who hasn't exactly known me for a very long time, this is a pretty accurate character analysis. But it's mostly simple observations. Someone who has known me longer would be able to give you a more precise breakdown of who I really am. Not just things you can look at me and see plain as day, but the unseen sides of my personality, things you would have to know me for many years in order to figure out. So I figured I'd break it down for you myself (just in case you were wondering). What Jendi calls my "off days" aren't really off days per say. It's always been in my nature to be quite. As I've gotten older, I've come out of my shell considerably so I'm not really shy, but I've always been a quiet person. So on those days when I'm in my own world, I'm just in my mind, getting lost in my thoughts and contemplating my life. My "on days" are different and they happen more often than my "off days". My best friend tells me I have a bubbly personality. I don't know about bubbly but I know that I like talking to people. Maybe that's what makes me so likeable. I'm pretty easy to talk to and when I'm around friends, I can just be myself and say whatever I feel without feeling like I need to censor myself. I guess that makes for a bubbly personality. That, and the fact that I love to laugh which is why I surround myself with funny people. When I'm with my friends, I just like to kick back and enjoy their company. I'm pretty laid back when it comes to things like that. We don't really have to be going anywhere or doing anything, as long as we're together, I can enjoy myself. I'm also very goofy at times, which is when Jendi thinks I'm being "troublesome". What can I say? I love to laugh but I also love make other people laugh. On my "mixed days", I'm just moody and I know why I'm moody. Every woman has those days and every woman knows why. Some would call it "the joys of womanhood". Call it what you want, there's nothing joyful about it and you would be moody too. As goofy as I am and as much as I like to laugh and have fun, I also know there's a time and place for everything. If you're still laughing when it's time to be serious, I'll obviously be annoyed. Who wouldn't? other than that, I'm very sociable. I'll only distance myself if I feel like I need to for my own good, whatever the reason may be. So there you have it. I'm a schizophrenic. But hey, I won't be mad. It just makes life all the more interesting. =P Labels: babble and rant |