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esskay
Digital storyteller, Photographic narrator, Hogwarts alum. In real life, I write things. I speak fluent sarcasm. I'm unintentionally funny. My favorite thing is food. Guac is life. I'm a fountain of the most random information. I'm pretty, only because it's weird to call oneself beautiful. I'm weird in all the good ways. I live in the greatest city on Earth. I was Sasha before Beyonce was schizophrenic. My life is stranger than fiction. But please, don't take my word for it. My pen is mightier than my sword. Instagram
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Friday, March 16, 2012 || 5:41 PM
So as of late, I've been rather pouty. And if you're a regular reader of my blog, you know why. You're probably also depressed and for that, I apologize. But I digress. A friend of mine once said to me "cheer up, emo kid" and I plan to take that advice as of now. Because if you think about it (not that you are thinking about it), I have SOOOOOOO much to be thankful for. This new optimism is coming from a conversation I had with a friend in which I told him I was sitting in front of my computer looking lost and his response was "but you're still pretty." After that, I've practically been tripping over silver linings as I walk down the street. So thank you sir, I AM still pretty and how nice of you to notice! Still cocky too, but that's another story.Anywhoozers, I've been thinking about everything I've been pouty about lately. First, the loss of so called friends. I've decided I'm no longer irritated about that. Why? Well here's the thing. I was talking to my ace boon coon Tony the other day and he asked if I had heard from one such "friend" to which I replied no. And he said "Welp. Guess you lost a friend" and I said "Tony, *pause for effect* if I lost them, I'm pretty sure that means they were never really a friend." And there it is. I Miyagi'd myself! It was, quite possibly, the most amazing epiphany I've ever had. Which is why I will always love Tony because suckish friend that he sometimes is, he's always around at the right moments. Second, something from my past is now in my present and I'm not entirely sure how I feel about it. And since I won't go into detail now, I'll just say this: God never ever ever ever ever ever makes a mistake. Ever. So I have no problem stumbling headfirst into my life because I know He'll be there to catch me when I fall. And trust, I will fall. Moral of this story, friends will come and go and things will always change. Change is the only consistent thing in life and everyone is in your life for a season. Sometimes a season is three months and sometimes it's a lifetime but if they're true friends, they will be there. Ever present, sometimes obnoxious but never wavering. They will be there to hold your hand when you lose a loved one, to hold you up through your tears and sing your favorite song with you, to talk you into believing in your own awesomeness again and even to bring you a burrito and some nachos when you're feeling Mexican (which is often). They will be there and that, my friends is no silver lining. That is the freaking bluest sky I have ever seen. Also...beer goggles. *giggles* Ok I'm done. Labels: babble and rant, personals |